He said he needed to move out to clear his head. This is the situation in my marriage .. My husband fell in love with the other woman . I really am hurting about it, I just got some antidepressants to try to help control my array of emotions. I figured it out 15 years ago and confronted her about it, she denied it while it was going on.She wanted to tell me after it ended (or after he rejected her offer for a relationship), but I told her not to and we moved on I pried for details because my imagination was running wild, and she gave me them. It was like cutting the drug from your life and I felt like a demon had possessed my mind, I was afraid of it, yet I craved it.

I had heard about people who had been involved in affairs or were the victims of an affair but I had never heard any stories that sounded like what I was living. He does not want to work on it as he sees no point as he is in love with her but yes he loves me. For example, feelings of guilt or of failure may cause them to stay. The driving force for this type of affair is the intense emotion generated by infatuation. I know that what I did was not something I should have done. re: “ i know in my heart that if he didn’t push me away I never would have cheated”.

Me too, we’ve had 11 wonderful years just the two of us, his affair started while I was 7 months pregnant, and ended when the baby was 2 months old, he’s now 4 months old and I’m preparing myself for single motherhood. My husband's behavior was so bizarre that I believed he was on drugs or insane and I believed at times that I would go insane. I found out 3 months ago that my husband was having and affair with someone at work..and someone that is much younger than he is.

He has shown so much remorse and tells me that he is fully committed to me... And still to this day he handles all of my roller coaster of emotions very well and has NEVER once blamed any of the affair on me.

Now what??? This is about the man (let's call him 40) that I have fallen head over heels, getting hit by a freight train, madly in love with and whether or not we will be able to translate a relationship started while I was still married into a happy, mutually respectful, healthy relationship.

Having unprotected sex with him even though we tried to have kids for 5 years? He was willing to walk away from it all! My husband cheated on me 5 months ago and I discovered today that he reached out to her and professed his love for her. Oct 16 th of 2008 my boyfiend of 12 years who I am still madly in love with gave me the first suspicions that things were off big time in our relationship.It took him 10 days and 3 different and separate confrontations for him to finally tell me he had slept with another woman.In those 10 days the truth of his infidelity went from it happened once and it was a mistake to I love you and always will but I have feelings for her and may be in love with her.I have still kept contact from that mid October day up until today and have continued sleeping with him and letting him back into my life 9 separate times with every time ending the same with the man I love choosing the other woman every time over the course of the last 4 month.I am a complete and total wreck and have been for months and I feel like I am losing it and my shattered heart has been through hell and It won't heal and I can't graap.
The logical, college educated part of me says absolutely not. Thank you so much for the encouragement. Does that mean that it is possible to trust someone you know is capable of adultery? It was a rollercoaster of emotions for everyone involved.

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