While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. He slowly leafed through the papers in his hand, his eyes tearing up without permission. While the amnesia is temporary, perhaps what he learns from a brief fresh start won't be.------Or, the typical Buck gets amnesia fic that everybody loves. Buck has been a dragon rider since birth, and he has hidden this fact for most of his life. Well, I know youre probably use to eating MREs butBobbys been teaching me how to cook. He needed a break, he needed to find himself again. Music made him feel complete. But its fine because eventually my boss will fire me again and none of my friends will want to hang out with me anymore. Buck leaves LA after the lawsuit.Over a year later, the 118 meets him on a call. 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Hes gone through a lot, he knows that. Buck gets burned at work and worries that he's blown his shot with Eddie when he runs late to meet his friends. Buck could see his own body lay in the balance between the ladder and the surface, unresponsive. They feel they can say they know each other like the back of their hand. Eddie is cuddling a very sleepy Buck, who just so happens to be wearing Eddie's work coat. Chimney is long gone, sprinting to where Hen cries out, the panic in her voice palpable and Eddie only has one functioning ear at the moment. yeah I can't believe I actually wrote this but here we are! Content warnings: lightning, emergency, cardiac arrest, pain, lightning strike, electrocution, contact injury, side flash, blast injury, heights, hospitals, passing out, loss of consciousness, panic attacks, anxiety, description of anxiety and panic, manipulation, threats of using a child to gain compliance but not in a violent or hostile way (just them using Christopher to get Buck and Eddie to not be dumb but still deserves a warning because that is kind of a sketchy manipulation tactic). Buck's in the hospital, Eddie left with his bloodstained clothes, again. In front of the man he left behind all that time ago because he simply couldn't stay. Silence fell between the trio, even the annoying beeping from his monitor and the hustling outside of his room had seemed to fade into oblivion as he caught sight of Maddie's crestfallen look which caused the shame to spiral and wrap its tight vice around his chest. He could have saved her, if he had just been faster or smarter or braver, she would still be alive right now. this is the story from the nurse, the morning after his plan failed. After the hostage situation. Why is he on edge all the time? Ashes Scene in Avengers: Infinity War Part 1, build me a home underground (free from light and sound), Eddie Diaz Takes Care of Evan "Buck" Buckley, Established Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz, hints at buddie because these boys need a wake up call, Eddie and Buck share one brain cell and neither has it, Bobby took the brain cell and Athena has it protective custody because Buddie can't be trusted, Evan "Buck" Buckley & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Alternate Universe - Different First Meeting, This will have multiple chapters but I don't know how this all works yet, What if this storm ends? It shouldnt scare him. And Eddie? Maybe he did mess up, but the 118 have proven that they're not the family he thought they were, and he's had enough therapy (Thanks, Maddie) to recognise that he doesn't deserve to live the rest of his life like this. Buck's heart gave a painful lurch as he thought of that precious little boy, one of the only bright spots in his life that was now so dull and devoid of joy. Buck gets up and walks into the kitchen. Because for all the personal growth and maturity he had acquired during the past three years since starting at the 118, the ignored and abandoned child in him couldn't live with going through the same experience--the same pain --again. Or can his new and old life blend seamlessly into something better? And then I saw you. So Buck takes pity on him and asks, Eddie? He's not doing so hot and no one seems to notice until it's almost too late. Set in New York City, Detective Olivia Benson and her husband Elliot Stabler have a 6 year old daughter named Josephine. In the aftermath of the shooting, Buck visits Bobby in the hospital, and they have a long-overdue conversation. It is only by chance that they see him again after a long time. It occurs to Eddie later this is the closest hes ever been to punching a superior. He never saw her again after that, and he's never gathered the courage to look her up and find out which path she took. Why is he on edge all the time? Buckley-Diaz Family (9-1-1 TV) Christopher Diaz Has Two Dads Christopher Diaz is a National Treasure POV Alternating Fluff and Smut Bottom Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) Angst with a Happy Ending In which Buck and Eddie are trying out a friends-with-benefits thing (that's rapidly turning into more) when the world comes crashing down on them. The 118 thinks that he just took a leave. Buck ends up in the hospital again and while still under the influence of the pain medication he asks to go home with Eddie. Buck's quiet voice cracks as he speaks. The 118 looks at him in confusion. Until Jason Baker, the leader of the illegal fighting, kidnaps the members of 118 and Athena, to force Eddie to fight for him again. He gestures helplessly at the mirror. So, the night after his first shift back, he went out and bought a new guitar.For months he played in the comfort of his own home, not yet confident enough to share with the 118. Unable to help himself, Buck starts moving, maneuvering around the people that are still standing there and watching what is happening with the patient. First, his sleazy lawyer. Nobody knows where he is for a very long time. - Y me ests abrazando con mucha fuerza, como si no quisieras que me fuera. Maybe with a little help, you can even begin to heal. And youll be with Grant, right?. Or, the soft clothes sharing fic that turned a little angsty because these boys are idiots. Work Search: Whats so special about tonight?, Eddie blinked, Um- Its Chris science fair. He looked out the window and over at the people talking by the kitchen. Josephine has always tried her hardest to stay away from strangers, never talk to anyone she doesnt know and always go to her sister Kathleen when she needs to feel safe when their parents arent around or at school. Buck's focused on the hose, on the strategic aim of the water, when Eddie comes up to him, shouting over the wall of rain. When Buck is hurt on the job in 2022, he gets temporary amnesia, believing himself to be back in 2018 shortly after the earthquake call. How do you know I didn't fall asleep? He asks with a mischievous smirk. Buck celebrates Christmas together with his boyfriend. Maybe the umpteenth time's the charm. Rain, crashing against the visor, the flashlight still on and flickering in the storm. Why does the word Family cause a visceral reaction? Kelly attempts small talk, not his favorite thing, with the quiet and withdrawn Floater; however, any attempt of friendship is ignored. Why is he keeping everyone at arm's length? Always alone. Bad Things Happen Bingo: Cradling Someone in Their Arms. Buck had brought an old polaroid with him in the plane, the one his dad had given him when he went off to basic flight training. They are surprised that he is back in town and is with the LAFD.They are even more surprised when they learn he is a single father. The team ignores Buck after the lawsuit.They don't realize that he is being raped just a few feet away during the shift.Buck breaks with the team and leaves LA. Please consider turning it on! When he got there he fell in love with his daughter and had all rights to her signed over to him. - Pregunta con una sonrisa maliciosa. Because, if he doesn't feel this anymore, if he isn't like this anymore, then what is he? (By special request. Please consider turning it on! But the baby fills his heart.118 ignored him for months. Experimentally, Evan looks down at his hands and bunches them both into fists. Only Eddie and Chris sense that their Buck is somewhere. Hed taken a few pictures during his time in the Navy, mostly of Bradley or the sky. I was just checking if youre ready Eddie says faintly, trailing off as his eyes track the path of the lightning seared across Bucks skin. strike that motherfucker with lightning and put him in a coma!! Without thinking, Eddie took his hand, pulling Buck up sharply. Eddie took on the weight with ease, turning just enough so their eyes met. In the aftermath of a lightning strike, Buck and Eddie have a conversation. He's spent the last few years learning how to trust himself and others again, will a couple of chance encounters with those he used to call family change all that? Everywhere he has gone, he's been chased or thrown out for being himself with his dragon. Buckley just keeps to himself and makes no attempts to engage with the rest of Firehouse 51 or any Firehouse he floats at. Buck and Eddie have both experienced traumatic things. Feeling like the 118 would never take him back, wouldn't try to understand why he started the lawsuit, would only see him as exhausting, Buck decided that it was time for a change. I was just checking if youre ready Eddie says faintly, trailing off as his eyes track the path of the lightning seared across Bucks skin. Buck pushed the plane past Mach 1 and was rounding on Mach 1.5, enjoying the roar of the engine and the steady vibration of the plane under him. He still played for Maddie though, enjoying the smile on her face as his fingers plucked the strings. There, by chance, he meets Buck. Until Eddie abandons his mate in an ill-considered situation. Chim can't get a song out of his head, blames Buck and realizes Eddie's further down the road to happiness than he thought. "Uh can I ask you something?" He shouldve written that date down. in which Evan "Buck" Buckley is an aviator, Eddie Diaz is jealous, and Chimney would really like to know why that man's name is Bradley Bradshaw. You dont deserve him, Eddie says. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. He wanted to name her after some one strong and graceful so he chose Elsa and Sapphire was chosen due to it representing Nobility. after the lawsuit, buck is still shunned by the 118. he doesn't show it to them but it affects him so much he tries to take his own life. In turn that causes worry for Olivia and Elliot. The seat on the firetruck next to Eddie was Bucks seat. He was home. Without thinking, Eddie took his hand, pulling Buck up sharply. Buck couldnt be blamed for falling in love with his neighbour. It makes Bucks fingers itch with the urge to reach out and touch him. But sometimes even he reaches his limits. tip: katekyou "alternate universe" sort:>words, Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings (126), Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (250), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (75), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Maddie Buckley (47), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Firehouse 118 Crew (38), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (30), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Henrietta "Hen" Wilson (25), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Howie "Chimney" Han (22), Pre-Relationship Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (48). THIS IS 95% WRITTEN. And all Eddie wanted was to keep him to himself. "Look, I tried to be careful, I tried to keep myself safe-". His other arm kept him pressed into the top of his pillow. Or, Oliver Stark posted a picture this morning and Ferno lost their marbles. cause a lot of people write it the other way around and i need to even the scales, Eddie is surprisingly emotionally vulnerable in this one, mostly mentioned or make a brief appearance. He steps into the room and gently closes the door behind him. OR: Buck's line snaps during the lightning storm. After meeting with the lawyer and his team, Buck is distraught. A post 6x10 spec-fic. And he needs Eddie to understand that. Almost on instinct, Buck reached out to rub at his previously deemed injured leg, the one that was still covered in scars. In the aftermath of a lightning strike, Buck and Eddie have a conversation. Figures he will run out just as he begins to accept its time to find a life he can bear living. Loved, protected, warm. Originally for Day 29 of Whumptober 2021. Especially not after the week he's been having. It's about the friendship between Buck and Athena. Dr Copeland has helped, Eddies occasional (now permanent) comfort helped. Buck was standing right behind his freind and tapped him on the arm as a signal to head out. Fifteen years later, hes contacted by a teenage girl who believes shes his daughter. Pairing: Kelly/Buck Post 911 lawsuit Language: English Words: 149,601 Chapters: Buck smiles at Eddie and then continues. Hes perfect a-o-fucking-kay, Buck talks and explains his childhood, he tells Eddie everything thats going on, Bingo Slot : Childhood Trauma, Flashbacks, Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings (41), Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (81), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (28), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Maddie Buckley (14), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Howie "Chimney" Han (8), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Firehouse 118 Crew (8), Evan, you talk of the pain like it's all alright (But I know that you feel like a piece of you's dead inside), Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Evan "Buck" Buckley & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV). I didn't want to ruin that for you.. When everything is settled and he is about to start a new job outside of LA, he meets the cute teacher Eddie and his son Chris. Buck his head sprung up, and he looked right into Eddies eyes, he studied his face looking for anything, anything that could display his feelings. It's Valentine's day and Buck decides to take a gamble in giving Eddie some chocolates. Everyone left him, it was his turn this time. Evan "Buck" Buckley is a single dad to a beautiful 18-month-old girl and a firefighter at station 76. Shit. Im so proud of you! "Hi," Buck manages to reply, though it comes out slightly strangled. You promised me, Eddie. . No one on the team knows exactly what happened back then. by Rachel 77.4K 1.4K 14 After catching her fiance cheating with his realtor partner, Aubrey Peters decides to sell everything and move cross country to LA. At the time . Starts the morning after 'Do You Think I'm Gay?' ----It's all fluff and sweetness here. Its been two hours since his last drink. Because here is Buck, standing there with his hands grasping the edges of the counter in a death grip and head dropped to his chest. O, Buck tiene problemas para dormir por dos semanas, afortunadamente Eddie est con l para ayudarlo. Didnt want to. That time Buck was a liar who lied about a cold hours before he was about to perform. A small thing happened, and he snapped. What will happen when Chris shows up on his doorsteps one day and asks him to come back? Surprisingly, it is the most talkative among them that holds the most secrets. He knows that his childhood was not normal, by any means. So Bobby lets the silence stretch and settle, with little more than the steady whirring and beeping of the hospital machines at his side to encroach on the quiet. His head stays low and he starts to pick the skin of his thumb with his forefinger. Suicidal Thoughts. 911 fanfiction buck ignoredhow to cancel melaleuca backup order 911 fanfiction buck ignored Menu social listening brandwatch. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. He loved the feeling of flying; the strange part of him felt grounded the higher he went, more connected to himself the more altitude he gained. Follow Josies story. The Buckley Siblings Have Bad Parents (9-1-1 TV) Eddie moves to LA after divorcing his wife. Buck stops because hes not sure how Eddie will take it if he offers to cook for him. Yea, that would be stupid. But to answer your question, there's nothing that has me anxious or worried, everything is fine.. She had woken up to a dark figure in the room. Buck was tired, okay. There is no shame in exempting help. Chimney is long gone, sprinting to where Hen cries out, the panic in her voice palpable and Eddie only has one functioning ear at the moment. At 37-years old youre the youngest firefighter to ever make Captain within the LAFD!. OR: Almost exactly ten years after Buck leaves home to avoid more heartbreak, Eddie returns into his life, and it seems that closure was never an option in the first place. Buck and Eddie meet at a bar a week before Eddie starts at the 118. When he eventually returned to LA, things had settled. Athena joins Buck on a journey where he learns to put himself first. Please consider turning it on! The gunshot goes off, and instantly, Buck is standing in the middle of the street with blood on his face, staining his clothes, in his mouth, everywhere. Pete "Maverick" Mitchel is Evan "Buck" Buckley's Parent. buck is tired and it's eddie's first day back. Badly injured, he waits for his team. He could have lost both of his boys today and yet here they are right in front of him. "I want to go with Eddie" The words were stumbling past his lips before his medicated mind could catch up to what he was asking for. Youve worked hard to achieve this without anyone giving you anything. self-soothing Embarrassment Buck secretly sucks his thumbs sometimes and Eddie accidentally sees him doing it Emotional Hurt/Comfort Fluff and Humor Misunderstandings Pacifiers Light Angst Eddie Diaz Needs to Use Actual Words (9-1-1 TV) They've been sharing a bed most nights now, and Eddie wakes one morning to find Buck sucking his thumb. what if Shanon never returns?What if Bobby didn't ask for help?where Athena is too late ?where Bucks leg can't be saved? Okay, I know, I know. He gets that shes not going to be running into danger, its less about her being in dangerous situations and more the risk she might be in. But he has become an outsider. Buck shrugs half-heartedly. The team and Maddie eventually believe Buck is no longer alive. On the edge of breaking down Buck cant sleep and Eddie sees. Theyd both been too young and too drunk to care about much other than the ball dropping and getting each others clothes off to notice the snow that had started to fall around them. Will he get them to safety before blood-thinner boy bleeds out? 2022 Beckoning-cat.com. But moving on doesn't mean forgetting, and even when you make the best attempt to rebuild your life, the past will always catch up with you. Buck sucked in a gasp, shaky and thin and Eddie dropped the gear in his hands, ignoring anything else and just trying to get to Buck's side. 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His whole form is trembling like a fucking leaf and his chest is rising and falling unevenly with each ragged breath and with the way hes trying to hold back the whimpers stuck in his throat, Buck looks like he is on the edge of falling apart. healthcare worker discounts 2021 hotels; st georges university grenada world ranking; primary doctors in colorado springs; riflessi apparel 2020; cassidy hubbarth baby father Buck thought that Eddie felt the same, that their feelings of more than just being platonic best friends was mutual. this is basically a collection of shorts and what if's that have been on my mind for a while. But everyone thinks he is at home. Work Search: Eddie took on the weight with ease, turning just enough so their eyes met. He knows the lawsuit was a mistake.To distract himself, he goes jogging at night.A fatal mistake. The two people perk up when they hear this and it stops Buck in his tracks. They've been sharing a bed most nights now, and Eddie wakes one morning to find Buck sucking his thumb. For a moment, he closes his eyes against the emotions building like a maelstrom, struggles to take in another breath of his own, before he tries again. Even though he was shorter and less broad than Buck, Eddie had a way of making him feel small. Because, if he doesn't feel this anymore, if he isn't like this anymore, then what is he? Eddie lets a confession slip while stuck in the dregs of sleep, and Buck panics about it. Buck wants to give Chris everything he wants, but will he be able to come back to LA and face everyone? Im home.. 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